The first time Dean died, Sam put an iPod Dock in the impala. He knew his brother wouldn’t approve. But he did it anyways because he remembered Dean saying if Sam screwed with the impala, he’d come back to haunt him.
"Yeah, it is pretty hard…" He hugged Koli tightly, petting his head. "I feel kind of bad, though, since I feel kind of happy that she wasn’t what got you to finish…"
Koli gave a small chuckle, “It’s a good job her name was Emily, otherwise she would have noticed that I said your name at one point, granted I mumbled it, but still, I said your name, and it was entirely by accident too.”
He kissed Koli’s neck and smiled. “One Happy Ending coming right up, free of charge~”
You can be proud of your sexuality and still in the closet for your own safety. Not everyone you know has to know that you’re not straight for you to be a ‘good’ queer/gay. Protecting yourself from homophobes is not ‘contributing to the issue’. Do not come out into a dangerous situation with no support network or without any financial independence. If you think someone might out you, don’t tell them shit.